Like I said, my life wasn't dramatic this year, so no one actually did anything to cause me pain. I can't really think of anyone who has hurt me this year...but maybe if I think hard enough I'll be able to pinpoint someone?
Alright, found someone.
To whom this is addressed to,
You hurt me. But you didn't leave me as an emotional wreck.
You hurt me. But you didn't make me damage my body to forget the pain.
You hurt me. But you're still my friend.
I'll probably never tell you how you had hurt me because honestly, it's quite insignificant.
You'll probably have no recollection of it.
You'll probably continue hurting me the same way over and over again.
You'll probably never know why what you do hurts me.
But what can I do? I can't change this about you. So I'll accept it, feel the pain, move on and let it repeat.
Thursday, January 20, 2011
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
04 | A moment where you were the most proud of yourself in 2010
Maybe this is something that most people will glance over and never really care about, but its something I'm quite proud of. In a crowded and noisy room, I made conversation with a stranger. Sometimes we even became friends!
It's something that I'm quite proud of because like the "typical" Asian that I am, I have no social skills. Okay, very little social skills. My life revolved around school (all girls, so no fishes there XD) and tutor. I hardly ever go out unless its for tutor. On the rare occasions that I do, it's always with Kim and Anna. It's just us, and hardly ever anyone else. So I've never really had to use any social skills since I was never in a situation that asked for it.
I was alone at Jacks for some sessions for a period of time. Completely and utterly alone. I don't really realise it most of the time, since I'm content with just continuing my work despite it being break time. As long as the person next to me didn't stink and never took too much space, I was fine.
But there are always those rare occasions when I sat next to someone who I found it easy to strike a conversation...or the other person would happen to be alone as well and really couldn't stand not talking. Either way, I started talking to these strangers and got to know them. If I was lucky enough, we became friends.
There was this one guy who I won't forget. He was so direct in asking for my contact details. Thankfully, we were still technically acquaintances so he gave me his email since I didn't want to reveal to much information about myself. Unfortunately, I lost his email before I could add him. Farewell my short lived friendship!
And apart from that, the friendship that I have with Alex, Edward, Bryan, Ryan and Tony is also something I'm grateful for. So, in conclusion, the moment I was most proud of was when I forged friendships throughout the year (yeah, cheating a bit since that's more than one moment~)
P.S: Finishing VCE is a given no? XD
It's something that I'm quite proud of because like the "typical" Asian that I am, I have no social skills. Okay, very little social skills. My life revolved around school (all girls, so no fishes there XD) and tutor. I hardly ever go out unless its for tutor. On the rare occasions that I do, it's always with Kim and Anna. It's just us, and hardly ever anyone else. So I've never really had to use any social skills since I was never in a situation that asked for it.
I was alone at Jacks for some sessions for a period of time. Completely and utterly alone. I don't really realise it most of the time, since I'm content with just continuing my work despite it being break time. As long as the person next to me didn't stink and never took too much space, I was fine.
But there are always those rare occasions when I sat next to someone who I found it easy to strike a conversation...or the other person would happen to be alone as well and really couldn't stand not talking. Either way, I started talking to these strangers and got to know them. If I was lucky enough, we became friends.
There was this one guy who I won't forget. He was so direct in asking for my contact details. Thankfully, we were still technically acquaintances so he gave me his email since I didn't want to reveal to much information about myself. Unfortunately, I lost his email before I could add him. Farewell my short lived friendship!
And apart from that, the friendship that I have with Alex, Edward, Bryan, Ryan and Tony is also something I'm grateful for. So, in conclusion, the moment I was most proud of was when I forged friendships throughout the year (yeah, cheating a bit since that's more than one moment~)
P.S: Finishing VCE is a given no? XD
CODE G?
I completely forgot the meaning of this word...even though Kim told me the meaning yesterday. But it came up today, so I got home and searched it up.
I'm pretty sure I'm going to forget it soon. It's not really something I'll remember, especially since I doubt I'll ever use it. Apart from being around Kim and Anna, I doubt I'll ever have to know the meaning of this word.
Code G = Booty Call
I'm pretty sure I'm going to forget it soon. It's not really something I'll remember, especially since I doubt I'll ever use it. Apart from being around Kim and Anna, I doubt I'll ever have to know the meaning of this word.
Thursday, January 13, 2011
Since I can't have my own dislike button...
I made an image so that I can use it. I was prompted to make this awesome image because my Appa is leaving me for a month. He's going overseas *booo!!* but he promises to buy a present *yay~~~!!*
IMG URL for future use: http://img11.imageshack.us/img11/4558/36933942.png
Friday, December 31, 2010
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