can you hear my heart?

Can you hear my heart?

gif made by me :D took me half an hour to make :/


Anyway, I didn't expect myself to love this drama so much. It's the first time where I have become so emotionally attached to a drama so quickly. Most of the time, I would become emotionally invested by the 2-4th episode but Can You Hear My Heart? has managed to steal my heart in the first half hour of its first episode.

My heart aches, breaks and beats for this drama right now.

After becoming so invested in this drama I've completely forgotten the other dramas I'm watching. It's like my mind can not think of anything but this drama right now. I've already cried a bucket load after watching the first five episodes, and I'm just scared shitless of what it will do to me for the next 25episodes.

Drama, I'm giving you my heart. Do whatever you want with it but make sure you give it back to me healed.

Only 30 years old

CHAE DONG HA

1981-2011

R.I.P

Chae Dong Ha was one of my favourite voices. I just loved listening to him sing and watching his intense and passionate performances made me cry. I've been waiting for new releases just so that I can enjoy hear his voice again, but at the same time, I was anticipating his acting venture.

Unfortunately, he was found dead on the 27th of May 2011. From various reports, it is known that he has been suffering from depression and a possible source of it is from his own manager's suicide. He described his manager as "My consolation, my friend, and my hyung. The moment I met that person, I had received the world. As of June 9th, 2009, he is no longer by my side. Half of my heart is still missing."

May he finally rest in peace.

The song that started it all...

Oh, my beloved
For my sake, be happy

I miss you, I miss you, I miss you
Even if my two eyes grow blind
While living, if I could only see you
I would be happy with that alone

I loved you, I loved you, I loved you
I offer up my soul

My happy memories have become sad
They are sad, I am beginning to cry

My dream... like love, goodbye

credits: iridescent@soompi

My current state of mind?

Mark my words and paint them on the wall Seoul. If affection is a condition, then love is just a state of mind. Until the day I die, until my very last breath, I’m never letting you go.

Credits: Solangel - Love Bugged

Disney - Somewhere Out There

Somewhere out there,
Beneath the pale moonlight,
Someone's thinking of me,
And loving me tonight.

Somewhere out there,
Someone's saying a prayer,
That we'll find one another,
In that big somewhere out there.

And even though I know how very far apart we are,
It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star,
And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby,
It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky!

Somewhere out there,
If love can see us through,
Then we'll be together,
Somewhere out there,
Out where dreams
Come true...

I've got very fond memories attached to this song. In year 3, the choir (which I was apart of) sang this song for a competition. We travelled for about 4 hours from Albany to Perth. The bus had its quirks, like an awesome TV :D, but it was hanging out with my friends that was best. It's been 8 years since I've last seen them...I wonder how they're going.

I've thought about stalking them on Facebook.. HAHA..but remembered that the Internet may not be...errr...highly accessible? I don't think most people in Albany use the Internet. Heck, I only found out what it was when I came back to Melbourne. I remember we used to just go to the beach, go to people's houses, play cricket, go fishing etc. Typically Aussie stuff :D

But yeah..I love this song.

So...I'm totally ditching the last challenge cause its all related to the last couple of months before 2010 ended...and since we're already two months into 2011 I found no point for it.

Anyways, I just wanted to officially say..

I CAN MAKE BUBBLE TEA BITCHES!!!