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She was lost in so many different ways
Out in the darkness with no guide
I know the cost of a losing hand
Never thought the grace of God go high
I found heaven on earth
You were my last, my first
And then I hear this voice inside
Ave Maria
I've been alone when I'm surrounded by friends
How could the silence be so loud?
But I still go home knowing that I've got you
There's only us when the lights go down
You are my heaven on earth
You are my hunger, my thirst
I always hear this voice inside
Singing Ave Maria
Sometimes love can come and pass you by
While your busy making plans
Suddenly hit you and then you realize
It's out of your hands, baby you got to understand
You are my heaven on earth
You are my last, my first
And then I hear this voice inside
Ave Maria, Ave Maria, Ave Maria
… LOLS.
One of the things I dislike about Twilight is that girls that I’ve meant dream and wish for their very own Edward. They live their fantasies by re-reading the Twilight saga and the things that they do just scream UNHEALTHY to me. They live in their dreams and forget reality, forgetting to live.
I’m not sure how to word this properly, but Twilight isn’t inferior because the idea came from a dream. Dreams can be catalysts for great things…its just that Twilight effects individuals in a way that they begin to dwell on their dreams of this perfect guy coming along to swoop them up and begin their happily ever after. And well, there’s a lot more to “happily ever after” than just having a perfect guy.

Rathbone told MTV News earlier this month that, "I think it's one of those things where I pull my hair up, shave the sides, and I definitely need a tan. It's one of those things where, hopefully, the audience will suspend disbelief a little bit."Yes, because doing all the things above will help you achieve the "Asian look". Don't forget the sticky tape so that you'll achieve the slanty eyes!
Via CARTOON BREW, comic book artist Derek Kirk Kim is protesting as well: [AVATAR is] wholly and inarguably built around Asian (and Inuit) culture. Everything from to the costume designs, to the written language, to the landscapes, to martial arts, to philosophy, to spirituality, to eating utensils! -- It’s all an evocative, but thinly veiled, re-imagining of ancient Asia."
He continues, "Imagine if someone had made a “fantasy” movie in which the entire world was built around African culture. Everyone is wearing ancient African clothes, African hats, eating traditional African food, writing in an African language, living in African homes, all encompassed in an African landscape...but everyone is white. How offensive, insulting, and disrespectful would that be toward Africans and African Americans? How much more offensive would it be if only the heroes were white and all the villians [sic] and background characters were African American?
"My top choices for Aang were all young Asian-American actors. All of them had more talent and experience than Noah Ringer. But, Aibel and the producers had the final word. I am very disappointed with the cast that was chosen. My daughter hates me, now that her only hero (Katara) will not be an actress with a complexion close to our own. Mike and Bryan are also disappointed and feel that all the blood and sweat developing the Asian heroes was for nothing."SOURCE: http://www.awn.com/news/films/avatar-last-airbender-casting-controversy-continues
AANG: 12-15 years-old, Male, Caucasian or any other ethnicity. We are looking for a young man to play the lead role in a motion picture franchise. He must be athletic and graceful with an ability in Martial Arts (not necessarily extensive experience, but at least an aptitude for it). Kids with experience in gymnastics, dance, or sports could also be good. He is a young adventurer and should seem like the type of young man who will grow up to be heroic.
KATARA: 14-17 years-old, Female, Caucasian or any other ethnicity. She is Sokka’s younger sister. She is a headstrong and determined girl with a real sense of idealism. She believes in herself and feels that she can play on the same team as the boys. She is beautiful, intelligent, passionate, feisty, and has a real sense of adventure.
SOKKA: 16-20 years-old, Male, Caucasian or any other ethnicity. He is Katara's older brother. He is intelligent but awkward, and very funny (although not necessarily intentionally so). He aspires to greatness, but he tends to doubt himself. He is always one to be swayed by a pretty girl.
ZUKO: 16-20 years-old, Male, Caucasian or any other ethnicity. He is a brooding, intense young man who wrestles - not always successfully - with being good. Regaining his honor is a driving impetus for him. He is extremely handsome and is the type of dangerous boy every girl falls in love with. Athletic and/or martial arts experience is a plus.
Or even worse, having our hearts broken over and over going after roles that specifically call for Asian Americans like "Avatar, The Last Airbender" only to see them go to white actors.
Back in my Drama days in high school, I used to dream of being white so I could pursue acting.
"The Last Airbender" has the potential to be something like "Star Wars"—something with lasting value that could give new heroes to your average household in America. And to have something for Asian American kids, and ethnic kids in general, to look up to. To let them know heroes can also look like them and speak fluent English like them.
African Americans kids can finally, realistically dream of being president one day. Can't Asian American kids—perhaps my kids—at least dream of being something as relatively insignificant as central characters in some escapist Hollywood movie where everything is stolen from their heritage?
"What frustrates us most is that you had this amazing opportunity - you've got a nation of fans who love this quintessentially Asian story," Kim says. "This could have broken down every barrier in the business, proving you can have an all-Asian cast and score three blockbuster successes. Instead, we just get three more chances to cringe."
If I can't take care of you at your worst, then I sure as hell don't deserve you at your best
". . . There are just certain people in this world that you meet and instantly hit it off with. The chemistry blows through the roof. It's intense, like this gripping fire that just won't you let you go. You feel as though you've known them for a long time, like an old friend who managed to travel with you life time after life time. The conversations are great, perfect. The interactions are intimate, personal. You tell that person everything about yourself, every little secret. You're not shy, you're liberated.
Day 1: A letter to the friend who has been there through your hardest time in 2010
Day 2: A picture of a moment/day you will never forget in 2010
Day 3: The most valuable lesson you learned this year
Day 4: A moment where you were the most proud of yourself in 2010
Day 5: A letter to the person who has hurt you the most this year
Day 6: Something you learned about yourself in 2010
Day 7: Two things you really look forward in the upcoming new year
Day 8: The first picture taken of you in 2010
Day 9: Five things you still hope to accomplish in these 3 months before 2011
Day 10: One quote that sums up your (almost) whole year
It's hard to find the thing to say
I'm vulnerable and frail
So I wrap my heart in bubble plastic
Just in case it breaks
Before you and I go much further now
I'm asking you to tell me
Do you really want my love?
Is it really me you're thinking of?
When you smile at me
It's so bittersweet
Let me know
Before tomorrow comes along
Cause baby I'm already in too deep
Until then I love you bittersweet
I can't let go
But this I know
I won't let you stay
If you're not sure about the way you feel
About the two of us today
Before you and I go much further now
I'm asking you to please tell me
Do you really want my love?
Is it really me you're thinking of?
When you smile at me
It's so bittersweet
Let me know
Before tomorrow comes along
Cause baby I'm already in too deep
Until then I love you bittersweet
It's heaven when when you say it's you and me
But hell when you're gone mysteriously
I'd rather be alone than lost and torn
Maybe I must make it on my own
I'm feeling incomplete
Loving you is so bittersweet
Do you really want my looo-ooo-ooo-ooooooove?
Do you really want my love?
Is it really me you're thinking of?
When you smile at me
It's so bittersweet
Oh let me know
Before tomorrow comes along
Cause baby I'm already in too deep
Until then I love you bittersweet
Until then I love you bittersweetAmy Diamond - Bittersweet
In an effort to get people to look
into each other’s eyes more,
and also to appease the mutes,
the government has decided
to allot each person exactly one hundred
and sixty-seven words, per day.
When the phone rings, I put it to my ear
without saying hello. In the restaurant
I point at chicken noodle soup.
I am adjusting well to the new way.
Late at night, I call my long distance lover,
proudly say I only used fifty-nine today.
I saved the rest for you.
When she doesn’t respond,
I know she’s used up all her words,
so I slowly whisper I love you
thirty-two and a third times.
After that, we just sit on the line
and listen to each other breathe.
- The Quiet World, Jeffrey McDaniel -
LOLS. Not too much has changed. I've still got some of the same stuff there.Union of mothers create anti-gay ad because of drama “Life Is Beautiful”
With SBS’s drama, “Life Is Beautiful“, showing a gay couple as part of the story plot, mothers worried about the futures of their children, created a union and released a newspaper ad on September 29th through Chosun Journal.
The ad stated, “If my son becomes gay and dies from Aids after watching ‘Life Is Beautiful’, SBS must take responsibility!”
The union that released the ad stated, “‘Life Is Beautiful’ has glamorized the culture of gays against what is realistically, healthy and proper for the citizens of Korea.”
The ad became highly controversial immediately after its release, and more so after tweets by popular gay TV star, Hong Seok Cheon.
On the afternoon of the 29th, he tweeted, “‘Take responsibility for my son becoming gay because of the drama?’ What a funny ad, but also quite disappointing. Soon they will be putting out an ad saying don’t hang out with Hong Seok Cheon if you don’t want to be gay. This was the exact reason I was fired from ‘BboBboBbo‘ 10 years ago when I first came out. All of those calls made to the broadcast company asking to take me off the show. If such logic was true, all of those children that were on a part of the show with me should be gay by now, but they aren’t.”
He went on to write, “The gay couple that is shown on ‘Life Is Beautiful’ is so beautifully and realistically drawn. If there really is a son out there that becomes gay after watching the drama, it is not because he became gay but because he actually was gay and finally earned enough confidence to come out. It could be the drama that gave him that strength to come out to his parents and ask for understanding. How unfortunate for the children that live under the parents that put out such a trashy advertisement. Aids is not a disease specific to gays. How is it that I found out that I was gay 25 years before I saw the drama ‘Life Is Beautiful?’ What kind of dramas did the gays in the 50s, 60s, and 70s watch in order to become gay? Being gay is not a contagious disease, you fools.”
Hong concluded his series of tweets by stating, “The people that put out this ad not only demolished the human rights of gays but of Aids patients as well. This is such an amazing country, allowing such ads to be put out. This ad being released is a more severe problem than the fact that gays are shown on a public broadcast drama. Anything can be released as long as money is involved, I suppose.”
He received much support for his tweets and stated again on the 30th, “I thank everyone that has sent me support mail. Compared to the hate mail I received 10 years ago, there is so much support that has made me cry and feel endlessly thankful. I feel as if my loneliness and sorrow during the past 10 years has finally been delivered. I’ve now earned the confidence to live on even harder for the next 10 years. I’ll become a Hong Seok Cheon that satisfies everyone not only as a businessman but as an actor as well. Thank you.”
Hong was one of the first celebrities in the Korean entertainment industry to come out 10 years ago and is now the father of two adopted children.
source: allkpop
[10.10.02] Dongwan’s memolog: The view towards homosexuality [Selfishness of the majority]
This is probably the typical Korean “My child is precious” syndrome.
Homosexuals are also children of parents.
There isn’t any life that isn’t precious.
This advertisement is as good as using a knife to stab the parents of homosexuals who are somewhere out there,
As good as driving the homosexuals, who want to be under daylight, towards darkness.
I’m heterosexual and can’t fully understand homosexuality.
But I know for sure homosexuality is not an illness, nor is it toxic.
It does not need treatment or medication.
Homosexuals are people who, since they were born, have been living difficult lives that others cannot understand.
What we should do is not to persecute or drive them out,
But to help them not to live the wrong way in darkness, and to give them our understanding.
The problem with this incident is not the union’s ignorance,
Just like what the writer Kim Soo Hyun said
The problem lies with the media, where even major newspapers can accept absurd advertisements as long as they are paid.
As always…
Credits: Dongwan’s Naver blog + Absolut Shinhwa
한 사람을 너무 사랑했던거죠 얼마나 나를 아프게 할지도 모르고
I've loved one person so much, not knowing how much she could hurt me
기뻐했죠 이 세상에 그댈 가진 사람 나하나 뿐이라며
I was happy, saying that I was the only one who had her
흰 눈이 내리던 어느 날 그 고운 입술로 날 사랑한다고
One day, when white snow came falling, saying she loved me with her beautiful lips
안녕이란 말을 하고 그대가 내 곁을 떠나갔죠
Saying goodbye, she left my side
몰랐었죠 우리 헤어진다는건 정말 그대가 내 사랑인줄 알았는데
I didn't know that we were going to separate.
좋아했죠 그대 나와 같은 생각하고 있을거라 믿었죠
I thought you were my love.
흰 눈이 내리던 어느 날 그 고운 입술로 날 사랑한다고
I was happy, I believed that we would be thinking the same thoughts
안녕이란 말을 하고 그대가 내 곁을 떠나갔죠
Saying goodbye, she left my side
하얀 눈위에 멀어져 가는 그대가 남겨둔 발자국 세며
In the white snow, I count your footsteps which are getting further away
멍하니 바보처럼 떠나가는 뒷모습 보면서 울었죠
Numb, like an idiot, I watched and cried as you walked away
흰 눈이 내리던 어느 날 그 고운 입술로 날 사랑한다고
One day, when white snow came falling, saying she loved me with her beautiful lips
안녕이란 말을 하고 그대가 내 곁을 떠나갔죠
Saying goodbye, she left my side
흰 눈이 내리던 어느 날 그 고운 입술로 날 사랑한다고
One day, when white snow came falling, saying she loved me with her beautiful lips
안녕이란 말을 하고 그대가 내 곁을 떠나갔죠
Saying goodbye, she left my side
내 곁을 떠나갔죠
She left my sidecredit: rootless. @ soompi
까만 안경을 써요 아주 까만 밤인데 말이죠
I put on my black glasses, and it truly becomes a black night
앞이 보이지 않아도 괜찮아요 나는 울고
Even though I can’t see in front of me, I know I’m all right
싶을 뿐이죠
I just want to cry
한 여자가 떠나요 너무나 사랑 했었죠
My only woman has left me, I truly did love her
그래요 내 여자에요 내 가슴속에서 울고 있는 여자
Yes, she was my women, the one who also cries within my heart
사랑해요 나도 울고 있어요 난 보고 싶어서 만나고
I love you! I’m crying alongside you! Because I miss you,
싶어서 차라리 죽고만 싶어요
Because I want to see you, I want to just die
미안해요 잘해주지 못한 나지만 이별까지도 사랑
I’m sorry! That I was the one who could do nothing for you, until our separation
할꺼에요 행복한 사람이 되어 주세요 제발요
I’ll love you and I hope you can be happy for me, please
한 여자가 떠나요 너무나 사랑 했었죠
My only woman has left me, I truly did love her
그래요 내 여자에요 내 가슴속에서 울고 있는 여자
Yes, she was my women, the one who also cries within my heart
사랑해요 나도 울고 있어요 난 보고 싶어서 만나고
I love you! I’m crying alongside you! Because I miss you,
싶어서 차라리 죽고만 싶어요
Because I want to see you, I want to just die
미안해요 잘해주지 못한 나지만 이별까지도 사랑
I’m sorry! That I was the one who could do nothing for you, until our separation
할꺼에요 행복한 사람이 되어 주세요
I’ll love you and I hope you can be happy for me
사랑해요 나도 울고 있어요 난 보고 싶어서 만나고
I love you! I’m crying alongside you! Because I miss you,
싶어서 차라리 죽고만 싶어요
Because I want to see you, I want to just die
미안해요 잘해주지 못한 나지만 이별까지도 사랑
I’m sorry! That I was the one who could do nothing for you, until our separation
할꺼에요 행복한 사람이 되어 주세요 제발요
I’ll love you and I hope you can be happy for me, pleasecredit: koreanboba @ BoAjjang
I am not lonely
Because above all else, I have memories
In front of this long separation, I can survive
Oh, my beloved
For my sake, be happy
I miss you, I miss you, I miss you
Even if my two eyes grow blind
While living, if I could only see you
I would be happy with that alone
I loved you, I loved you, I loved you
I offer up my soul
My happy memories have become sad
They are sad, I am beginning to cry
My dream·like love, goodbye
credits: iridescent@soompi
". . . There are just certain people in this world that you meet and instantly hit it off with. The chemistry blows through the roof. It's intense, like this gripping fire that just won't you let you go. You feel as though you've known them for a long time, like an old friend who managed to travel with you life time after life time. The conversations are great, perfect. The interactions are intimate, personal. You tell that person everything about yourself, every little secret. You're not shy, you're liberated. Then, on the other hand, there are other people in this world that you meet and instantly you can't stand them. Just the mention of their name and you cringe, you curse. Every move that person makes, you feel disgusted and angered. They could be eating and you could nitpick that they chew too loud, scrap their food too hastily. You become introverted, you don't speak because you feel it's a waste to share yourself with someone like that."
"And then there are certain people you meet, where at first you believe they are one way when in fact they turn out to be more than you ever expected of them. How behind a pretty face — is a dark soul."